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Since 2017 a close family member has died every year.


2017: My sister

2018: My dad

2019: Mom's only sister and the one aunt I feel closest to

2020: Mom's mother (Nana) on Halloween


Mom's only brother died a handful of years prior to my sister, as well as my paternal grandparents. Now Papa (Mom's dad) has COVID-19, but he doesn't really care about anything because he's mourning Nana. :(

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Not Dead Yet

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Ya know, I have a lot to talk about, but I don't know where to start. I have nearly 24,000 notifications to catch up on. I'll probably scrap the bulk and just start over. We'll see.

Dad is coming home tomorrow. He's been in a nursing home for three weeks, the hospital a week before that. I'm anxious to see him! Just in time for Father's Day, too!


~VLG
I am a phantom, a whisper in the wind, whose presence is felt only fleetingly.
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Hmm . . . The title and link colors are too dark. BALLS! by TheBeautyKiller666 Now how do I change them? Idk by TheBeautyKiller666





~VLG
I'm a phantom, a whisper in the wind, whose presence is felt only fleetingly.
Friend of DAPride :pride:
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  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? 12 years, nearly 13

  2. What does your username mean? It's my first two initials plus the first three letters of my last name: P. A. Nix. I added -Mania because Panix was already taken

  3. Describe yourself in three words. Complete nervous wreck

  4. Are you left or right handed? I'm a rightie!

  5. What was your first deviation?
    Chibi Nickie Treize by InstantCoffeeBarista

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create? Men blush Oh, that's subject! I prefer to draw; pencil, pen, stylus, whatever's available.

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? Sculpting

  8. What was your first favourite? It's in storage ^^; This is the second  A Little Conversation by fallout161

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? Men blush icon 

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? I can't choose! :confused: 

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? :scared: 

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? Encouragement ^_^

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art? Pencil, Photoshop, DAZ|Studio

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? My mind

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? :bademoticon:

#DeviantArtistQuestionnaire





~VLG
I'm a phantom, a whisper in the wind, whose presence is felt only fleetingly.
Friend of DAPride :pride:
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. . . but I don't know what to write about.  :shrug: or :dunno: Insecure

Oh! Just found out I can't select a mood. Again. :bademoticon: So, I reset it, as it is the only thing I can do. My current mood is sleepy. Not technically a mood, per se, but it's what I'm feeling the most right now. :tired:

And preview journal is FUBAR-ed, too. WTF?! 



~VLG
I'm a phantom, a whisper in the wind, whose presence is felt only fleetingly.
Friend of DAPride :pride:
Affordable Webhosting! Koojisites.com!
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